to my family and friends.

i just wanted to post a blog about my family and friends that i love so dear. this is long over due, i just want to tell you all i love you so much and i appreciate all that you do for me. it all means so much to me even if its just talking on the phone or you saying hi when you see me or even little hugs that are given to me by my nephews.
i love you all so much, you all probably know that but i just wanted to show my appreciation in words for once. i normally don't show that appreciation enough but it is there I promise.
i don't have much else to say today but that my life would not be the same with out all of you. sometimes i struggle with life and all its horrible turns with out an explanation and i hate change but with all of you by my side makes me who i am today and i thank you all for that.
thank you all
and once again i love you all so much.

what to do??????

so lately i have been praying and thinking about what to do with my life. and yes i want to go to school but im not sure if that is the next step. as some of you know i am looking for a new job probably as a nanny. if you have any suggestions for me please let me know. love you all

Super duper excited

So i just wanted to update everyone. I just got my letter of acceptance to Weber state university to start fall of 09' i am way excited i have been trying to get into college for a year now.
Also i got my permit and am almost done with the driving so that i can get my license. which is really awesome.
well as for the rest of my life pretty much nothing new i just am working a lot and that's about it

A veiw on life

so the last couple weeks i have had a few eye openers. first it started with Christmas and not have a lot of money to have a big family Christmas like we usually have. then after that two of my younger brothers left for new Mexico with there friends and it was hard not having them home for two weeks it made me relies how much i relied on them to be there when i needed them.
after new years my job changed and i got told that i was only hired as part time so i don't get first pick on hours so that has been hard to get used to not working all the time any more.
sorry to you that i owe money i will pay you as soon as i can its just hard to pay bills and family and everything.
but i am just really finally getting a hold of my life again. it is really nice to finally feel some control and i owe it all to my brother in law josh thank you. you probably don't even know what you did but back at the first part of December you said something to me and it made me relies how much out of control my life has gotten.
i also owe it to my hevenly father for finaly giving me that extra help to not want to just give up compleatly thank you.
and for everyone one else that loves me i am ok now thanks to all of you for showing me you care. i love you all

life just keeps right on changing

well i know that everyone knows this already but it still amazes me at how fast life changed i was working for only two months at shopko when the promoted me to service desk its way awesome because that means a little more money on my pay check. any way now that i am living at home again i hope to get life in order so be praying for me love you all

Mcdonalds is gone for now!

well i just have to say mcdonalds going down is probably the most exciting thing to happen in brigham city all year and it will probably stay that way.


the guy spraying the water had a really boaring job but it could also be very dangerouse i think.

.Any buddy want a double cheese

life changes so fast

well my life has changed so fast its like lightining almost. right now i am working two jobs soon to be one yup thats right i am super excited and i am going to get into school hopefully to. anyway marcus and i broke up for those of you who didnt know i am glad that its is over though there where alot of things that happenend and i was not happy about them any way thanks for reading my blog if you have any questions on anything feel free to ask.