Dear dad

its tough to say goodbye to a great man so this is how I'm going to put it i hope its enough.
Dear DAD:
There are so many things I wanted to say to you before I had to say goodbye but I waited too long and ran out of time. I also was not sure how to put them into words that made sense so I hope this helps you as well as me.
You were my hero I never told you this. You always seemed so strong I thought you could fight through anything with our help. It’s so hard to say goodbye to the man who held my hand through everything. And would still hold through if you had the choice I’m sorry I never really got the chance to say goodbye but I know It s not really goodbye it just for now and I will see you again.
I thought I could remind you of a few things that happened in the time I remember spending with you as a child.
Do you remember when I was little the first time you let me climb on the roof and that big wind storm came and mom freaked out. Or the time when I got stuck in the apple tree and mom couldn’t get me and I had to wait three hours for you to get me out.
Remember when you used to call me Pocahontas and I could never figure out why. or when all of use where little kids and you used to come down stairs and read us bed time stories and it would make me so mad that you would fall asleep or change the words to the story.
I remember sitting on your back and fighting with Betsy who was going to comb your hair and who was going to walk on your back to give you a massage. I remember those late nights that you worked at pioneer care center and I would walk to meet you and we would walk home and have long talks together.
I remember as a younger kid waiting for Thursday to come so that we could go to the DI together and look at all the toys you always love that.
I remember you teaching me how to drive and you always where scared to let me learn something new with it like driving on the freeway it freaked you out the first time I did it. Or the first time you had to let me drive on my own you told me to call you when I got to where I was going and before I left. Remember when we lived in New Mexico and I worked at sonic and I would always bring you a cherry dr. pepper. We also had many late night talks there as well.
As I got older and time changed me I never thought of you different you where always that man I thought was invincible and to have watched you in so much pain was hard. I know its hard to say but im glad you didn’t have to suffer long.
A few things you have taught me are never give up. Always work for what you want. And treat everyone equally.
It really breaks my heart that you had to go but I can’t wait for the day that I get to be with you again.
I love you dad you mean the world to me and that will never change. Love your baby girl sarah

The cabin.

here is a picture of the veiw from the cabin its beautiful

this is kyleigh the first week i meet her she was so small she is alot bigger now.
the potty.
this is the out side. you see that board there that is the fish gutting spot its yucky as kyleigh calls it.
here are a few pictures from the cabin its great fun going up there. its messy inside so i didnt post any of that

My Trip to Nassua, Bahamas

well the pictures are kind of backwards but i will try and let you know what they all are, hope you enjoy.
here we are flying in to nassua, bahamas very pretty.
this is one of the many glass sculptures they have in the casino they are very interesting this one is of jelly fish.
here is me and kyleigh in the big chair ky was tired of getting her picuter taken. its not a very good photo either
here is the beach so pretty, you can also see the rain clouds it rained a lot that day

this is the manta ray and the picture before is brian and michelle getting ready to go swim with the manta ray.
this is a giant chair they have just outside the casino in one of the hotels at Atlantis so we all took our pictures in it.
this is kyleigh at the pool she found a leaf and was playing with it she was so cute every day she was just ready to get in the pool no matter what time of day it was.
here is Brian, Michelle, and kyleigh at the beach it was great ky didn't really like the water so we played in the sand mostly but that was only at the beach as you will see in other photos she is all about the water.
this is a picture of atlantis this is the vacation spot to go to it was awesome. in this picture they are small but the people in the water are michelle, kyleigh and her mom.

i figured if i posted them this way would be easier. any way this is a picture of where we stayed it was a hotel but also like condos basically this building is not the exact one we stayed in but i looks like it.

NEW JOB

i know everyone probably already knows, but i wanted to post on here to let everyone that doesn't know already that i got a new job as a nanny.
i will be moving to Lindon Utah on the 1st of august, i am not sure the address or anything yet i will let you know if you need it.
i also wanted to thank everyone that has been praying for me to find a better job, or helping me find a new job thank you it means a lot to me.
i know it seems like i get a new job once a year but i love change, and this job is going to be a lot of change
i hope that it is all good
any way if you guys need more details let me know love you all

to my family and friends.

i just wanted to post a blog about my family and friends that i love so dear. this is long over due, i just want to tell you all i love you so much and i appreciate all that you do for me. it all means so much to me even if its just talking on the phone or you saying hi when you see me or even little hugs that are given to me by my nephews.
i love you all so much, you all probably know that but i just wanted to show my appreciation in words for once. i normally don't show that appreciation enough but it is there I promise.
i don't have much else to say today but that my life would not be the same with out all of you. sometimes i struggle with life and all its horrible turns with out an explanation and i hate change but with all of you by my side makes me who i am today and i thank you all for that.
thank you all
and once again i love you all so much.

what to do??????

so lately i have been praying and thinking about what to do with my life. and yes i want to go to school but im not sure if that is the next step. as some of you know i am looking for a new job probably as a nanny. if you have any suggestions for me please let me know. love you all

Super duper excited

So i just wanted to update everyone. I just got my letter of acceptance to Weber state university to start fall of 09' i am way excited i have been trying to get into college for a year now.
Also i got my permit and am almost done with the driving so that i can get my license. which is really awesome.
well as for the rest of my life pretty much nothing new i just am working a lot and that's about it