so the last couple weeks i have had a few eye openers. first it started with Christmas and not have a lot of money to have a big family Christmas like we usually have. then after that two of my younger brothers left for new Mexico with there friends and it was hard not having them home for two weeks it made me relies how much i relied on them to be there when i needed them.
after new years my job changed and i got told that i was only hired as part time so i don't get first pick on hours so that has been hard to get used to not working all the time any more.
sorry to you that i owe money i will pay you as soon as i can its just hard to pay bills and family and everything.
but i am just really finally getting a hold of my life again. it is really nice to finally feel some control and i owe it all to my brother in law josh thank you. you probably don't even know what you did but back at the first part of December you said something to me and it made me relies how much out of control my life has gotten.
i also owe it to my hevenly father for finaly giving me that extra help to not want to just give up compleatly thank you.
and for everyone one else that loves me i am ok now thanks to all of you for showing me you care. i love you all
Sunday, January 11, 2009
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