just an update

so Friday morning i had my wisdom teeth surgically removed. other than him putting the needle in me to put me to sleep i don't remember much of Friday. Saturday i slept most the day i think i probably was awake for four hours if that all day on Saturday. now today is Sunday i officially look like a chipmunk. the pain has not really died down much yet i hope it does soon. other than that nothing to exciting happening.

ugh!!!

i just don't get it. i thought life was supposed to be easy. why is it that i never get a break? the times i feel like i am getting a break is when i am at work is that sad. i mean isn't being at home supposed to be relaxing. instead i am up late at night hoping that no one knocks on my door asking whats for dinner or who's job it is to cook it. it is ridiculous yeah i don't mind grocery shopping but it has to be done every week and sometimes i cant do it exactly seven days apart. I'm sorry i am a real adult that has a job. not only that but then they all come at me angry because the food that was supposed to last until Wednesday is gone.
i know this post just seems so negative but I'm tired of feeling like I'm not important to anyone until it comes time to eat again.
or when she needs a ride to the doctor or the post office and heaven forbid she miss any of those visits.
and on top of all this stress in my life i have to add me trying to have a life outside of the family. i love you guys but i don't have any friends i think its time that i have other things to do than work, school, grocery shopping and cooking for the family.
and on top of that i am having my wisdom teeth pulled on Friday and i am not excited its going to hurt I'm scared and don't really want to do it even though it needs to be done. but i guess its better now than later when they hurts more.
other than my overly stressed level of stress i have nothing else exciting is happening. but i have to add in i have decided that fathers day is defiantly my least favorite holiday so far this year even though Easter pretty much sucked to.
peace yo!